Just like a Pill pt1

"Love is. It just is and nothing you can say to make it go away because it is the point of why we are here, it is the highest point and once you are up there, looking down on everyone else, you're there forever. Because if you move, right, you fall. You fall."-Lost and Delirious

Bam was laying there on the bed thinking about him. “Why didn't I stay longer?" Ville just walks into the bedroom of him & his future husband stayed in. "Hey honey!” Ville said as he hugged Bam from behind. “Ville I'm not in the mood!" Bam snapped. "What’s biting you?" "I don't want to talk about it." Bam shifted uncomfortable on the bed. Ville started to ask some question. “Why won’t you talk to me?" "I didn't want to tell you this, but I..." "Just say it Bam!!" "I don't love you, like I loved you a few years ago!" Bam finally shouted with tears in his eyes. "Get out of my house & take you ring back!” Ville slip the engagement ring off & threw it at Bam, & left the room. Bam started to pack his stuff up so he can go back to his old life & get the blue-eyed rocker of his dreams.

*3 week later*
Bam was back in Westchester with his gang. Bam was very worried about Ville when he broke-up with him. Ville had this crazy look on his face when he was told to get out. "Another round!" Novak shouted at the waitress. Kildare's was one of them places you can do anything for a drink, that’s why Bam love to come to this place when he is depressed. "Bam Margera?" a voice called from above his head. Bam looked up only to meet pair of icy blue eyes. "Jared!" Bam said shocked. "What going on my man?" Jared asked joining in on the fun. "I just came back to PA & I’m back on the singles list." Bam answered happy. "Why are you in PA?" “The boys & I have a show tomorrow." "I'll drink to that" Bam said raising his glass." I'm not drinking Bam!!" Raab said as Fresh drinks was placed on table.*So keep on pretending, Our heaven is worth the waiting* Bam Pulled his ringing cell out of his pocket. "Hello...He’s what...ok see you soon." Bam got up to leave when Jared grab his arm. “It’s Ville" Bam said running out of the bar. Jared followed Bam out. Bam hopped into his labo. Jared opened the passenger side & got in. "Jared now is not a good time." Bam said. "I coming with you just to make sure everything is alright with Ville." Jared said in a comforting tone. As Bam was driving to the hospital he took a glimpse of Jared every second.

~At the hospital~
As Ville laid in the hospital, a young nurse walk in the room to the check on Ville's progress chart. Ville slowly woke up to see the young nurse. "Well hello Mr.Valo "love is. It just is and nothing you can say to make it go away because it is the point of why we are here, it is the highest point and once you are up there, looking down on everyone else, you're there forever. Because if you move, right, you fall. You fall."-Lost and Delirious." She greeted him with a smile. "You have some visitors Mr. Valo" She said quickly & left the room. A very worried & upset Bam enter the room. Jared stay outside of the room with the rest of HIM.

*Inside of the room*
"Ville Herrmanni Valo, what the hell were think when you tried drowning yourself?!?!" This was the first time Bam said Ville's whole name. Ville looked away with tears in his eyes. "You, Bam" He simple said to Bam as he turn to look at Bam's Face. "Do you think that you drowning yourself would get us back together again?" "You changed Bam Margera, you’re not the same Jackass I fell in love with." "People change Ville."  Bam said a cocky tone. "That's why I say when we were together, we never turned our backs on each other, but now that we're separated, we can't stand one another." Ville cried. Bam left the room. Jared walked into the Ville’s room. "I know you love him but, just him some time to think." Jared softly said as his rubbed Ville's back. Ville look at Jared’s clear cut blue eyes. They remind Ville of all the good times he had with
Bam. "I don’t know what I do without him, if he told me to kill for him Ill do it." That moment Ville pull Jared in for a Kiss. "Jared lets go alred...” Right then & there Bam caught the man of his dreams with his ex. The kiss broke apart & all eyes was on  
Bam. "I can't believe this." Bam ran down the hall & out the hospital, Jared ran after him. Jared got there just in time to see Bam raced out of the parking lot.